Nails on the chalkboard

If you think you're impressing,
Wait for it,
YOU ARE SO NOT!
You just hurt me so bad..
You speak so loud,
That my ears bleed!
You throw spears at me,
From wherever you can,
I am tired of dodging them now...
I'm sick of your comments,
Of your words,
Of your unwanted praises,
I hear nothing but you,
All the time,
Running in my head,
Like a ghost,
Haunting me to death..
I feel nothing now,
I've buried myself in sorrow,
Afraid to look into the mirror,
I think, I'd see, whom you describe me to be,
Bad, unworthy, unimportant, ugly.....
I'm disgusted to be myself,
You're making me lose it,
You're making me feel nothing,
Go away! Leave me alone!
Don't trouble, I beg of you!
I don't want to hear,
the screeching sounds of,
The nails on the chalkboard,
Anymore!