Bounce off Silences

Trapped,locked out of heaven-
Green,blue,red,happy heaven and its faults
Its faults, miseries and undying will
Faith torn apart,life kicked out of me
Or so I thought

Silence dropped in through a leaking roof-

A roof called love-a layer now with too many holes

A roof called responses-silence was the loudest

A roof called family-or should I just say fake promises

A roof called secrets-of lies,darkness and sorrow, death?

Happiness is but a choice-

A choice of an ending or a new beginning

A choice of a relapse or a step forward

A choice of a memory-stark,bloodred

Or a broken,shattered past

So seal the roof-and grow wings to fly away

I was made to run,to float like a bubble-

A bubble of momentary zest,permanent happiness

To swim across my deepest fear

To glide above my darkest secret

Neither am I a cold-hearted lost voice

Nor your lust,passion,desire or a missing piece

I am not a silence,but a noise

A roar-the voice that won't shut down

A storm that won't settle

And for what it's worth-

I live to soar high,to go places

I don't belong to the cracked shed

Anymore