Moments of Desire

Kisses of roses on her delicate cheeks
Swirls of laughter under the mauve clouds
Two cups of coffee perfecting the mood
With pointless talks about beauty and the fall
Sun burnt skin lay upon the armrest
Stolen glances and beautiful smiles
Glitters and sparkles of dreams on the moon
Mouthwatering delicacies of a favorite afternoon
Dim florecent lights across the roads
Stared at with hope and glow
Cherishing every moment of it
The silence in their hearts overcome
As the mood of cheer and pomp slowed
The endless laughter took its giant leap
To the graceful movements of the leaves..
So the pages of life flew across them
As perfection of being was realised......

The beginning of a bad time..

Do you believe in signs? Do you believe that the happening of something, will obviously result to another happening? I believe in signs. I think that a slight indication to what is going to happen, is always there. Some of us may put a deaf ear to it, the others might be really observant. When the rain comes, with it comes the thunder. I always feel that the thunder is a bad omen, which brings in bad times. The thunder outside makes my windows tremor and I sit in the same place and evaluate what possibly could go wrong. The last time I heard a thunder, a few days ago, I couldn't sleep the whole night. All I thought of is the thunder, and what bad news it would possibly get for me. The next day when I woke up(I do not remember when I fell asleep), I heard my grandmother say that there was a robbery in the neighbours' house and also in the opposite building. When I hear the sky brutally scream, I believe that a bad time is going to come.. what will it be? I know not. I am still waiting...

I like butterflies

I have never dared to touch any animal. All throughout my life, I have been running away from them. I'm not fond of them, I don't hate them. They are just very different from me. But to think of it, isn't another person also different from me? Very different. Then why do I put up with another human being, but not a cute domestic animal? I don't know. I still don't dare to touch them. But i just realised that I actually like butterflies. Maybe because of their vivid shades and hues. Maybe because they can fly and I can't. Yes, it is because they can fly and I can't. Whoever says airplanes have made flying possible are wrong. I don't fly, the plane flies. And I am in the plane. So I am not specifically flying. This is very random. Thank you for reading, I just wanted to see how good I was at writing prose.  

Unquenched

There's always been a feeling,
Of suffocation and pain,
Of the never ending story,
Of the restless heartbreak..

I stand by the door, waiting,
For him to come, and bow,
To serenade and love,
And ride away into the unknown..

But cloaked in red, he never comes,
The tragedy of distance, never known,
"The gap!" I scream, but unheard,
My life is taking a new turn!

A part of me is lost, I know not where,
In depth of valleys, please search,
Beyond the green plains, just watch,
You might find it there, untouched.

I feel the emptiness, O Lord!
Endow me with the strength,
For the pain I need to bear,
For the love which is unfair,
Faith is dying, in me now,
I need an angel, need a crown..

Somethings don't change, I believe,
The Love I have, will never,
For him, I bear in my heart,
"Forever, it is.", I hear myself,
"Forever, it is.", I repeat,
Look up into the sky, and speak,
"Wherever you are", I say,
"I am here, still waiting for you."

I still stand, but now by the window,
I don't wait, but look out and see
Those others standing, and wanting,
"Fools!", I call them, and turn,
I look into the mirror, and know,
The tears of theirs, are real,
The pain I felt, still lies,
Buried deep, it is though,
I understand their life..

A life of desire,
A life of love,
A life of denial,
And a life..
Of a thirst unquenched..

Broken dreams

Shatters in silence,

Dies in solidarity,

Falls and disappears,

But scars for a lifetime..

No one knows,

When you cry,

It pains a lot,

And you die,

A little more,

Every time it happens,

A little more,

Every time it dies..

Holding on,

To something,

So strongly,

But it goes away,

And leaves nothing behind..

You weep,

You whine,

You seek,

You feel weak,

But once it's gone,

It's gone forever..

A dream broken once,

Is broken forever.....

A love untold

The lights in the pool,
Reflect perfectly off her face.
Standing there, undefeated,
Remembering the sweetness,
Of the harsh deep love,
The streaks of his hair,
Flashing in the water..
The intensity in his eyes,
Giving life to the picture..
Pushing her behind,
Into the unheard, unseen,
Beauty of love..

Might have loved to hard,
To deserve this pain..
The memory of his,
Crystal clear in her scarred soul..
She took it in,
Like a fighter,
But she'd given up here..
To the water,
Where it all started....

She left it to the water,
To stop it all together..
So she went back into the time,
When the moon was large,
And her chuckles too loud..
When her tresses flew wild,
And her smile real wide..

Then he strolled along,
With his head held high,
And his feet off the ground..
Eyes meet eyes,
But pride conquers the love..

Not spoken of,
But just through the eyes,
They speak and love,
And know, that this is eternity..
But eternity without knowing?
Eternity without feeling?
Eternity without being?
Is all but a dream..

Becoming one, a dream-untrue..
Because everything,
Everything was confined,
Everything was limited..
Life was in chains,
No freedom,
No expression,
No justice..

And that she remembered,
The pain,
The separation,
Him..
And everything sorrowed,
Because of:
A love untold.......

A forever for a forever!

It hasn't been really me lately, all I think about is this forever. For me at first it never lasted, but when you came into my life and taught me how to fall in love, I realised that forever lasts, if you are strong enough to keep it going.

Every moment of life,
Is meant to be eternal.
Something which you will carry,
For now and forever..
Not everything is meant to be,
But the moment I met you,
The minute I loved you,
I knew you were here for eternity.
For that which will never end.
And so I put my trust in you,
And am waiting for my diamond ring :)

Love you!